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Death of the Abuser

Close your eyes and go to sleep Please, my child, please do not weep All your pain will soon be gone Once what I need to do is done
All the things I’ve done to you All the things I’ve put you through Yet you still cry over me Why this is I do not see
You must be under my spell To be living in my hell The scars that I made you cover God, how I have made you suffer
Wipe your eyes and save your tears Save them for the coming years I have treated you like dirt Please don’t waste on me your hurt
Close your eyes

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My Probably GoodbyeMy world falls down around me As my heart is torn in two All that lingers in my mind Is the thought that I lost you
The fact that I may turn around To see that your not there Is like a heart without it's beating Is like breathing without air
I know that this is all my fault So I take on all the blame I'm wandering in my misery I'm drowning in my shame
All the pain that I've caused you It makes me wonder why? Why you stayed with me so long When I've just made you cry
Know that I still love you And that I always will My Probably Goodbye
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You are nothingI stare at the girl in the reflection. I stare, and I stare and pray for the reflection to change. But it doesn’t.

You are nothing.
I walk into the bathroom, and avoid the mirror for as long as necessary. In those seconds, I pretend to myself that I’m not me. I pretend I’m her. The one who could, potentially, take the only things I have left away from me. This way, I feel pretty. This way I feel like I matter.

You are nothing
When I finally muster up the courage to look into that mirror, the disappointment kills me. I see my eyes, my hair, my mouth, my face. It kills me, eve You are nothing
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Window To My Soul
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From A Niece To Her UncleYou were always so full of life You had kids, and a wonderful wife You truly were an amazing guy… And I never got to say goodbye
It was all so sudden, all too quick The thought of it just makes me sick They rushed you in, but far too late You left the world too soon a date
The words I never said to you I don’t know if you even knew That you meant the world to me And now I feel so very guilty
This poem is for you, and only you A silent prayer between us two So if you can hear me, wherever you may be I love you so much, my de From A Niece To Her Uncle
by ~EmBOChops

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Disturbia

Tue Aug 12, 2008, 10:30 AM

Life sucks...don't you think??

In the recent weeks, my mood swings have taken over my life...

No one is safe from them...especially myself...

There is no stopping myself when I'm like this, nothing anyone can do, even if that means sacrifice...

The cuts on my belly are my only way of not hurting those around me...

Therefore my mother decided, along with my boyfriend, that the doctors were the only way to help me...

I have been referred to a counselor...

However the doctor reckons I need further help, therefore reckons I should have cognitive behaviour therapy...

Life sucks...don't you think??

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Mood: Crazy
Listening to: 36 Crazyfists - Slit Wrist Theory
Reading: Breaking Dawn
Playing: Phoenix Wright
Eating: Pasta Bolognase
Drinking: Sprite

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Current Residence: Llanbedr
Interests: Writing, Acting
Favourite movie: Lord of the Rings
Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite poet or writer: J.R.R Tolkein
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Favourite cartoon character: Chii or Tamohome...think thats how u spell it....oh and the little dog of Exel Saga - Menchi!!!
Personal Quote: "Screams in the dark are like tears in the rain..."

Email: emily.owen@hotmail.co.uk
MSN: emily.owen@hotmail.co.uk

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~munjey86 Feb 22, 2009, 5:07:43 PM

Thanks for the favorite!

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"Growing old is inevitable, but growing up is optional."
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~EmBOChops Feb 23, 2009, 4:32:30 AM

no problem

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~Lady-Shade Nov 24, 2008, 6:50:13 PM

Thanks for visiting my profile, I hope you enjoyed it.

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-Friedrich Nietzsche

"The mind is not a vessel to be filled, but a fire to be kindled."
-Plutarch}